Back in April of this year (2018) i found a youtube channel that was decoding messages from people who had received visions and guidance during spiritual experiences after the Ascension codes of Neo Glimmer were released. Since then i have been following the channel and its messages. This week i had a message decoded relating to the “Truth of Responsibility” I wish to share the backstory as a way of exercising my willingness to stand tall and transparent during the highs & lows of this awakening process.
Fast forward to August of this year, i have returned to England after the breakdown of my relationship with the Mother of my 2 children from Mexico. i was in a pretty contemplative place, acclimatizing to life back in the UK as well as the shock of the previous few months decline of my World in Tepoztlan. i was being accused of abandoning my children and that i needed to take responsibility for or lacking responsibility for my children. This led me to a deep internal inquiry as to what the truth of responsibility is. This inquiry was further amplified by 3 different people during the space of 10 hours ask me the same question relating to my discussions with my ex partner, which i felt was very synchronistic.
So i first contemplated this idea, who am i truly responsible for in the eyes of consciousness, seeing that the highest teachings tell me I Am The All That Is. Who can i be responsible for, if I Am That? There is nobody outside of “me”. It became very clear that Self responsibility is the only true, pure truth of this concept.. because by awakening to Self responsibility, I Am in-fact uplifting myself from the Small “i” (me, Paul) to One with The Self (spirit/consciousness). When one is being Self responsible, naturally you have care and the wider understanding of the nature of each and every being in the universe and their relationship to you. To wake up to that living reality is a blessing that we are all here to experience. By knowing there is One consciousness and that every being is One with that consciousness implies a profound recognition that all beings are the same and that no harm could ever be committed to another in that state of awareness..
The greatest gift you can offer the World is your own Self Realization – Ramana Maharshi
This quote, as well as Ramana’s picture, was literally hovering over my head when i slipped into meditation. Very quickly i found myself in a acutely aware state of being, then suddenly a small Indian boy appeared to me in my inner vision. He turned, looking directly into my eyes and in a flash my heart burst open like a bottle of champagne, spilling love and bliss out from what seemed like eternal sea from my body that i could no longer identify with. I believe the Indian boy was a young Ramana. I received a very clear message that i was not to participate in the “old” paradigm but to bring in the “new” paradigm. I came out of the meditation at 3.33am.
For me, this concept of the old and new paradigm meant very simply that i am to choose love not hate in the actions i take. To recognize i am love, whole and complete and that worry, fear and negativity was not and will not be promoted in this new paradigm. This also meant, to me, the negative energy in which society in general & particularly the mother of my children, was projecting towards me, promoting a belief in lack, abandonment & insecurity as some kind of guilt trip was not to be taken on or encouraged. This was a big realization, for i knew at that moment, it was not only my spiritual enlightenment that this shift was about but for her own spiritual development to not feed the belief in lack & insecurities. I realized that the New Earth was not to be created and experienced through fear and distortion of people’s opinions of right and wrongs. This is duality, of the mind. The New Earth is a heart based society..The heart does not care of opinions and judgement, the heart knows all and is the seat of peace, unconditional love and bliss.
Now i am not writing this to convince people of anything. I am sharing some honest perspectives which i feel ultimately come down to knowing the meaning of language in relation to the truth of consciousness. Those who are willing to look at the deepest aspects of the nature of consciousness have genuine accounts of spiritual realizations, no matter how beautiful they are or how fucked up a situation, materially, it may seem to be. Of course many people are not ready to acknowledge these attitudes and simply live in the old paradigm of fear. All i know is that WE do not have to worry anymore.. anyone who truly follows this path of spirituality, will find that fear is the product of mind and seeing that we are creator beings who manifest from the mental & emotional bodies, it is vital that we recognize our mental conditioning of fear. Even if maybe we are penniless or unsafe, or insecure or unworthy, any of these relative truths, we must do what we can to change our mental projections about our lives. It is each beings individual choice – free will. We will create what we mentally put our energy towards, positive, neutral or negative life experiences… Which do you choose?
I have been blessed with clarity through these revelations, which has also tested me to my very core in respect to my relationship to my family both in Mexico and England who do not understand this decision. Also it has made me look at who i thought i was. Ive been a “nice guy” in the eyes of those who know me, as somebody “who did what the others do”, but this isn’t what the World needs anymore, the World needs spiritual warriors who will untether the knots of the social conditioning of fear, even in the face of condemnation by people who know no different. History is littered with beings who were ahead of the time in terms of ideas, philosophy and science and were ostracized and misunderstood.
Everyday is a test that i am (relatively speaking) apart from my family and i trust i will have a significant present role in their lives and also that the Mother of my children will awaken to her divinity, her empowerment and worthiness to create and embody the New Earth frequency of love.
As a result of that revelation, i experienced complete unconditional love. I knew at that moment, through my direct experience, that I Am that love, The Self, and i knew at that moment that my unconditional love is truly and absolutely, the purest connection i could have to myself and The All That Is.